Good Day

Yeah, kinda funny to hear eh? It was bloody long though. And I ate a bad lunch, and proceeded to run a work out. But through that little bit of aggravation, it was pretty good. My ears are ringing from playing guitar. I doubt that's a good thing. Well, I encoded a bunch of music today, which was cool. It took me forever to find a recorded copy of Rescued though. But I got one.
Hmm... study for history time?

As an air sign you should really notice the Air Trine today, as something that you might have regarded as a dismal failure recently becomes all the more achievable. The only block to a fabulous day is an inclination to wear rose colored specs when it comes to someone’s attitude!

I just

Got a facebook. Shoot me. Tell me I'm dreaming.

Taking A Break

You know what's weird. I'm actually starting to like summer. I've never liked summer. But today, I actually felt good being out in the warm sun. I'll always prefer the cold, but warmth was nice for once. I went out to lunch with Abby today. That was good. Now I'm doing homework. I just wanted to take a little break. Gah.... hopefully only 5 more weeks. Please let it be only 5 more weeks.

Avenger

You, my friend, never cease to amaze me. I still wonder what first compelled me to request you as my friend back when I had a myspace, and to continue that by messaging you every night. Until eventually, you gave me your screen name. I still hadn't talked to you in person, I'd only caught glimpses of you. But as it turned out, I had tried out for the musical probably 2 weeks prior to discovering your myspace. And the next morning, the cast list for Seussical the Musical was to be realeased. I came to school early, looking to see if I could find my name anywhere on that list. I remember I was going to sit out in the cafeteria and read my book, which at the time happened to be Sabriel. As it turned out, when I made it to the music hallway a few other people were sleepily staring at the sheet, including her. I worked my way up to look at the sheet, and hey, look at that "Whoville: Zach Fichter-" "That's a really good book, you know?"
"Uh... oh yeah, Sabriel? It is really good." Hmmm I thought... hey that was her! Wow... she likes Sabriel too. We continued to casually message back and forth, until rehearsals started. I'm not sure how it progressed from there, but it did rather quickly. Until I went to see her right when rehearsal started, and took every opportunity I could to talk to her. I began to trust her more and more, and she quickly became one of my closest friends. One day, I was having troubles with another one of my very close, more than friends. And I really needed someone to talk to. Mmm...she's on. Maybe she can just make me feel better. We started talking, and I began listening to her advice, and I began to trust it more and more. Because it was always down to earth, and it was always a nice call to reality. And time and time again, when I've really needed that down to earth advice, she's come through for me. And once again, tonight, when I really needed some reassurance that there really was more than what I see, I saw that screen name pop up for the first time in weeks. And once again, you came through for me. And for that, I thank you, my friend. I love you too.

And I'm Feeling

Slightly better. Part of that I owe Chu for. So thanks Chu. But I'm feeling better. And I'm not done yet. Now listen well, as a tale I tell of a night I shook with fear....


Damn. The Hills Have Eyes is kinda creepy. I mean really. Haha.

I'm Tired

Of sitting here alone listening to music. But I really really really am tired of doing yard work. That depresses me more than sitting here. I wish I could drive. I'd go drive around the county back roads until I felt better. I sort of feel like running, but it's so humid out there, I feel like it'd be uncomfortable, and I really don't want to run alone anyway. Guitar's still not really doing anything for me. If anything, it makes me more upset now. I'm not in one of those outside moods but I need to get out. I don't want to be around people, but I need someone. The last place I want to be is in public, but I feel like I need to be out. I don't have a target anymore, because mine has so many holes in the center, there's no longer enough foam to stop the arrows. I can't find my book, because I haven't read it in over a month. I'm not sure what else there is to do. I really want to go to the park, but I know that's a bad idea. Too many memories. I'm kind of hungry, but nothing really looks appealing, and I don't really feel like making anything either.

I'm a horrible wreck right now aren't I? Haha... it's pretty pathetic. My horoscope for the day sucks. Because it's completely contradictory from my one yesterday. And the one from yesterday? I could have used that advice about an hour earlier : \ I need to find something to occupy my time. Like being in a band, or building a guitar or something. I wonder if anythings going on around town tonight. Moneypenny's in Arlington. That's one hell of a drive, and I have to be 21 to get in anyway. Hmmm it's 65 degrees and cloudy. Wonderful. I should have gone out with my dad to the rifle range, but I was afriad of being isolated out there feeling like this. Well, I'm isolated, and I feel like this anyway, might as well be shooting the hell out of stuff. No one updates their blog much anymore. It's probably because of school, or stuff like that. I rarely have anything important to say. But I occasionally still get good posts in. Maybe I'm doing just the same as everyone else. Hell I don't even read those short post's I write.

I really wish I wanted to do something. Well I do want to do something. But that something isn't going to happen. So I wish I wanted to do something that can be done. Because I really don't. I'm trying to avoid a lot of my music, but I... I don't know. I don't want to avoid it. I... I like the new title of this blog... but it's not right... something about it just isn't. But I'm tired of the title Black Sabbath, and Sink Like A Led Zeppelin. My original title was Don't Fear The Reaper, and at one point I had Defying Gravity. But.... now I'm not sure what I want. I'm not tired of the black, but I want a change. But there isn't anything I want more than black. Not white, I don't feel very white right now. Not red, or blue, or that annoying bubble lay out. Meh. I'd do psychedelic colors if I could find them. On second thought. No I wouldn't. I'm not really in that mood either : \

How did all of this turn around in 4 months. We completely switched places. And well... I figure it'll stay that way for a long time. Longer than I'm willing to accept. It's only Saturday right? Good...because I'm not ready to go back to school. Damnit. I have homework.... I'll ask dad to help me with the stupid biology. I can do the history pretty easily. I feel like I have a Latin test... I should study for that... God I don't want to do any of that. I don't want to do much of anything, but talk to someone.... I don't want to deal with people right now. I get aggravated with my dog when she licks me, or with my mom when she comes in and trys to talk to me. But now I've got to get off line, because it's making me more depressed she says. I can't get much more depressed anyway.

Bye.

Hah...

that's two 11:11's in a row....

There's Oceans In Between Us, But That's Not Very Far

I'm not sure how long it took me to sleep....it was over an hour, because that's how long I set my ipod timer for. It was probably closer to two, because I know I started hearing repeats of songs that I'd first started with. But I was pretty far gone, even if I was still awake. When I woke up, I was like...hey...the house is empty. Eh...whatever. I turned on my computer, and no one had left me any messages. Figures... I had a pretty depressing message up, although I did have a comment from Nat which was nice. I decided I wanted some new music, so a few of the songs I've always liked, but I never had I went ahead and downloaded. I took a nice long hot shower, until I wasn't really sure where I was, then I got shocked by a burst of cold water, and decided it was tiem to get out. There was no one to talk to online, which I guess I didn't really want to do anyway. I only wanted to talk to one person. Well, they weren't on, and I knew we wouldn't talk if they were on, so I went and picked up my guitar. It didn't really do anything for me for the first time in a long time. I kept playing just for the hell of it...but really it didn't make me feel any better.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do today. I need to do something, but I don't feel like going out in public. Rachel and Sean are coming to pick me up sometime, and we're going to go to the park, or TDG or something. That'll be nice. If I can just get my mind off this for a few hours. Ugh, my dog got out. I have to go find her. Bye.

Cause I'm Broken...

Well, today was another day from hell. I went as far as to decide I need someone. Yeah, it takes a lot for me to do that. She helped me enough that I could go to track with out snapping at someone.
Track actually made my day. Shocking eh? Andy, Anthony and I ran to hillendale and ran all the new biking trails while singing weird al and all this stuff at the top of our lungs. It was relieving. But when I got home everything collapsed. I refuse to put any details, mainly because I'd choose not to relive them, and also because it's just too personal. But it was awful... and I....it's hard to explain. Forget it. I.... I crashed from there, and slowly went down hill. I called a bunch of people, and no one answered. I finally reached Camila... and we just talked about it for a while. It made me feel better, but it's one of those hopeless hurts. I met Camila and William at a concert later in the night, and they really cheered me up....

But now....I'm sitting here, and tears are staining my cheeks, and I feel all alone again. I finally managed to say goodbye under peaceful terms. I guess we had our run. I just wish we could have another. Hey....it's 11:11.....Making a wish.... I... I still have all the amazing memories from our past year and half.... If only they didn't hurt so bad..... I just lost a best friend and everything more....

Crying my self to sleep, and listening to all the old songs....

Done!

WOO! I finished my biology homework! Woo!! Bed time! Woo!!

So, this weekend, I'm going to take this song, that has awesome lyrics, but awful music, and attempt to actually rewrite something I like. Good idea? It's not a mainstream song. Hell, it's taken me almost a week to find an MP3 of it. And it's from an EP from 01. No wonder.

Damn

Well, I've been working non stop. And I still have bio and history to do. Oh joy!

oh and yeah....

"I always have something to say"

Random Thoughts For The Day

School sucked today, as usual. I had to come back, and get everything I missed for the trip. : \
But it ended soon enough. I remembered right when I went to track that I had track practice. God are you trying to run into me? And I was like, oh yeah, I get out of here early. We did a bunch of warming up and stretching, which really helped all my pains I got yesterday. Ugh... I wonder if I exist sometimes. Or is this generation just blind? Coach was like, okay guys, do whatever you think you need to do. I was like...hmmm my arms give out every race. Let's go lift. So I did a hell of a lot of reps. And then I did bench reps. One set of 15 at 50lbs and then one set of 25 at 60lbs, and then 7 at 60, because my arms gave out, because I'd been doing other stuff before that. Ugh. I have to go to homework.

I...Hmmm. Meh!

no quote. I don't think I had ears today.

I Just Realized

My greatest supporting factor is gone. I'll find new support. But it still sucks...

Hey Rach

We need to talk or hang out or something. I haven't seen you in like 2 weeks.

It's Been

Mostly a pretty awful day. I got my escape to Stanton today and got to miss my 2nd and 3rd blocks which was nice. And being around William and Isa and Annie really cheered me up. But on the way back, I was like... damnit, I'm going back to school. I don't want to go back. So I tried to enjoy the rest of the bus ride, but it was hard. Nipe asked if I was leaving, and I was like nah, I'm just going to get my stuff and walk around. So I did that for the rest of school. Track meet.... track meet. It started off awful. Then I talked to Camila which was really nice. And then I talked to Tim which made me forget a little bit of the day. I felt confined in the school so I went out and sat on the ledge, and started to tan. Yeah shut up, I'm trying to get rid of this awful farmers tan. I was laying out with my bandanna over my eyes, and Maria came and smacked me on the head. She's a weird one. But I felt like she would help put me in a good mood, so I walked up with her to the track.

She didn't want to vault, so I had to convince her to, and of course, she wasn't ready to vault. But she's in 8th grade. I talked to the coach, and if I can find time, I'll be able to vault. Mmm... I helped the vaulters for a little bit, and then I went to warm up for my mile. The mile it self was good. Bair was timing for me, so I felt like I had to do better. I was in 5th the whole time until I hit 1100 meters and Hayden came up on me. I raced him for 400 more meters, and we caught two people but it turned out he had faster longer strides than me. I ran a 5:07 by Jefferson's clock. Eh, it's okay. But Hayden patted me on the back after and was like good race man, and I was like oh yeah. And right before I did my 400 he patted my back and was like good luck. Heh... I won his respect. I started thinking...damnit... I have to run a 4x400 in like 45 minutes. I tried to gulp down as much water as I could. Hah... like 10 minutes before it was time to race, then sun was blocked by clouds and a nasty wind picked up and brought really cold air with it.

Ugh... Our race was going really good. Ben had us in first, and I was like YEAH!! Then Z fought to keep us right on fort's tail, and Michael got it, and he started to get further back, but he was still within 10 meters, and when I was lining up, I looked over, and I saw Alonso. I was like.. Oh god. Fuck. I have to race Alonso. I thought about just walking it. I really did. I got the baton and took off, and I hung on Alonso for a little, then he just gained and gained and gained. It was a lost cause. When I whipped around the 200 I got nailed in the face with wind, and I was trying to just push through it. But I was so pissed when I hit 300. The wind died. Right then. It died. It didn't push me like I'd been hoping so I could recover. It just died. I was like, now I'm left with no energy, and I have 100 meters left. But I looked over, and Shroades and Hayden were like YEAH!! RUN FICHTER!! and I was like. Oh...okay... I guess I can kinda do it. I ended up with a 60.2 and I know that would have been faster with out the wind. I know it. Even Loughran said it would be. But he also said I'm running 4x400 next wednesday. Fuuuck no.

Oh. I saw Aaron today. WOO!! and Jefferson. WOO!!!! and Tom. WOO!!!!

"Nice race man."

I'm Feeling

Slightly more relaxed. Some things were worked out today. Then I got elbowed in the face, and it made me angry the whole rest of the day. Track was track. We went out and ran 20 minutes. Psh. Well, I'm going to take a shower, and eat dinner with my parents for my dads birthday.
Bye

I gave it all I had
Now it's your turn
You want it
You'll have to work
I'm sorry

Ugh

Ugh, long awful day. I do have to thank Lizzy for helping me smile with that doll. Thanks Liz. Track meet sucked. I was too sore, tired, and angry to run well. I ran like a 2:27 800, because I kept telling my self I hate this race, I hate this race, I hate this race. At least I got lucky, and I got to drop the 4x400 while Andy got stuck running it. Highlight of my day. Mmm... yeah, my day just sucked. Got some good quotes. Oh and Michael threw up out the window right into Alex's mouth. Karma, karma, karma.
Dno.1/d>z:>x(

"Hey Mat, let's run naked."

I...

I kind of need someone to talk to.

If anyone feels like it...IM me please......

WooDamn

The meet was really good today. I ran a 5:00 in the mile. Which is 15 seconds from wednesday, and 32 over all for the past two meets. It was too hot though, and we left at 6 and didn't get back till 12. Ugh.

"I am a free american!" "We can change that."

"Jenna. DO IT!"

Bryants little brother was staring at me "what'ch you looking at, I ain't a mirror." ~Alex: ahahaha!!"

Woo I made Alex laugh.


oh, there were so many quotes. I'll put em up later.

Ugh

I can't sleep...

Post.

Ugh, another long day. Even though it was two days short, it felt long. School was....yeah. Latin wasn't bad... wasn't very good either. History was amazing, but that's because Healy is amazing. Bio was bio...meaning I didn't enjoy it. We're watching this awesome movie in film, so that was good. Track was actually pretty awesome. I wish I'd had my watch though. Andy and I must have come back really late, because Loughran was like, have you guys been up to the track yet, while everyone was leaving. Whoops. It was fun though, we went to hillandale and ran the new bike trails. Damn, the hard trails, should be impossible on a bike. They were hard to run. Went to Isa's for a little after track, and hung out with William and Camila a little. Then got home, and things went down hill. Whatever. I guess it means I'll have a good race tomorrow. Well, I have to be at school at 6 tomorrow. So I'm heading off to bed.

ugh.

Night.

Just quotes for right now. I might post later.


"I was doing this weird stride, and I shoved my thumb into my butt." Ahahahaha

"Now, you're the beginning of time-" "HAHA! BOO-HOO!!" ~Makes stupid face~

Mmm

Got a 93 on my bio midterm. Woo! Got a 96 in history. yeah... early release tomorrow. Don't really have anything to say.


"Is this another one of those 'in my country' stories?"
"Nah! I promise!"

Not So Bad

All right, I didn't do absolutely awful. In fact, I ran 2 PR's for the season. One in an event that isn't even mine. My mile was a 5:15 which is a 17 second PR from my last recorded time, and my 400 was a 61. And that's not bad considering, I had one event inbetween the mile and the 400 and that went really fast as it was a relay. I got 4th in the mile, and 5th in the 400. Maria kept me entertained most of the day, and Andy and I hung out the entire time. They didn't have food though!!! Ack. Too small of a meet I guess. Well, on the way back I had to listen to the sermons about racisim, and slavery, and all of us getting along from a certian arrogant someone. Fuuun.

Time to do homework. Bye.

"Wait, do rabbits lay eggs?" D
"No they're mammals." J
"Rabbits are mammals?!?!" C

Ah... biology.

Humph!

Well, I went to the doctor. And guess who gets glasses? Zach. But I don't have to wear them?

Oh?

Hey, apparently I'm throwing my self another pity party. Guess what? This time NONE of you are invited. I'm just tired of being told I fuck up. I really need to hear I did something right for once.

I'm F....F....Freezing

It's been a long day. Cold and wet. All in one. Ugh. So I sat around for 8 hours or something in the pouring rain and cold just to run my race. I did pretty good. 18th place, when I was predicted 19th out of 30 something. Especially since it was a varsity race. I ran an 11:39 for the 2 mile which isn't bad seeing as I haven't run it since 8th grade XC. That should be a 13 second PR from my last recorded time, but that was a 2 mile split on a 3 mile race.
Yeah... I'm too cold to type or think.


Oh, shout-out to Richard Dov-Bikko. You're a beast. You're just a freaking beast.

"Man, it's butt-dick cold."

Thanks Camila

School sucked, as usual. Track was pretty okay. Went home, relaxed. Got in a bad mood, decided I'd call Camila and see if she wanted to hang out. She did, we went to Guzmans to see Shapiro, that was good, and then we headed back to Camila's and had a late night snack and talked about school and life. It was really fun. Thanks Camila.

Here we go. 2 mile tomorrow. Wish Andy and me luck.

Night

Oh, don't tell Loughran I was out partying the night before a meet. Haha, except I wasn't. Sitting in Camila's kitchen eating can hardly be called a party.

"Did I ever tell you how I got hired? Oh, well the previous teacher went away for Mardi Gras and never came back."

Only Quotes

"Bani, why you eatin' cheatos, you gonna be puking vibrant orange."

"8th graders, do 10 pushups.......... you mad at me yet." "No." "Well get down and do 5 more.......... You mad now?" "Not really" " I AM!! I'm MAD!"

Hahah Keith, you're such an 8th grader.


Erg. I hate people. Except a few special ones.

Did I Post Yesterday?

Ugh. Not a good day. Track meet canceled. Nasty workout instead. Hmm... nothing special, except Bair made my day by betting me I couldn't run to my locker and back in a minute and 30 seconds. I did, becasue I'm good like that. Well it made my day. I edited in film, all class. Well, no, I talked with Lizzy a lot. We seem to understand eachother. It's nice. Someone else get's me. Thanks Lizzy.
Homework time. Bye.

To Anyone Who Cares

I looked through all of my music, from cd's not on my computer, itunes and music I just remember and added as much as I could to my music list in my profile. If you care about my music, check it out, most of it's indie, or alternative, but whatever.

Jerks!!

Geeze!! Erg. A school, which will remained un-named has banned the use of "headbands, bandannas, sun glasses, and hats. 'sorry Goodstein & Fichter." Damnit!! Jerks!! They always do this!! City County they banned 'em, and at the spotswood tri-meet!!! What the heck?!?! What's wrong with it? I mean, it's not a fashion statement, it doesn't single me out as anything, it keeps my hair out of my eyes! Erg!! Sorry. I got side tracked. So, school wasn't too awful. But it wasn't very good. Yeah..... I.. I don;t know. I'm not in the mood to say anymore. I'm going to play guitar.

Warning

Warning: this will be fragmented, and disjointed, and use awful english, and on and on and on. It's the ideas, that I need to get out... just a warning.

Not many of you will get how big of a breakthrough this is, but some will. Wally for one, you should get this. So, I was messing around with feedback on my amp. And everyone had said jimi hendrix could make a guitar sound like a war. So I tried that, and I had a hell of a lot of luck. I could make the air plane taking off and rising sounds, and gun fire, and explosions, and crashing planes and all this crap on my guitar, and then I started going psychedelic. It sounded just like something off of a Pink Floyd album. I was just making noise, and I started tapping my pickups and I got a heart beat sound, mixed with a room full of talking people, and random harmonic echos, and the heart beat got faster and every thing got more out of control, and then I smacked the back of the neck, and it all exploded and drifted away back into feedback. And then I built it up again, and again and again and again, and at last I let it drift back into feeback. I set my left hand for an Em power chord, and instead of stumming, I smacked the guitar body instead. It was like a huge explosion. I took the tremelo bar and spun it around faster and faster and then I let go and it exploded again. Next I smacked the tremelo bar, which produced a completely different effect. At one point, I swear I wasn't in my body. I was off swimming in a sea of colors surrounded by talking people in a crowded elevator, and workers working on a building, the jackhammer pounding, and a heart beating faster and faster, and then it disapeared, I was somewhere else. Different colors. Red, and blue, and white, and and yellow, and gold, and black. I wasn't the one making the noise, someone else was. My room was dark, but it was exploding with color and sound. I was alone, but there were people all around me. There was white noise, which slowly took form. I just can't explain it. No, I didn' take acid, or any other drug, legal or illegal. I haven't had anything weird to eat, I'm not sick, I'm not tired. It's like I assume taking acid would be. It was....wooooooooooooooooooooow..... ~drools~

I Fell Inside

Now I lay me down to die
I got to high, well that's all right
Some lives are better left unlived
Nothing left to give, well that's all right

Point the needle to the south degree
If I choose not to be, well that's all right
If my spirit flies away
If I die today, well that's all right

If you find me face down on the floor
Well I just couldn't take it anymore
The wound grew wide until I fell inside
The wound grew wide until I fell inside

The wound grew wide until I fell inside

"we're like dr. phil, with balls! okay"

Thanks Again

Ahhhhh, thanks Lizzy. You have no idea how much you just helped.....thanks. : )

"You threw walnuts at a gang? Fucktard."

you change when you're with them.

Mm

You know, when you don't talk to ANYONE all day, you can be pretty damn productive. I fixed up my strat, and tweaked around with my old amp. Heh... I'm glad I did, it's like having a new guitar and amp. But still, the only people I've talked to today are Elisabeth and Caitlin. Dad and I loaded some ammo for tomorrow, except we're not going because of the snow in west VA. Oh add Nat and Andy to the talk list. I was listening to a bunch of Book of Kills and Karl Rove today, and I felt inspired, so I sat down and learned some of his songs, and then started writing a few of my own. It was productive. I got my history take home test done, well except for the essay. Hmmm.... I'm so bored now!!!! ACK!!! I need to talk to some people. Yes, I said I need to talk to people, get over it.

Ugh.

Buh Bye.

"Now I lay me down to die, I got too high, but that's all right"

Erg.

I'm bored already. My mom's sick, and sleeping so I can't play guitar, or at least not very loud, I could play downstairs, but that's no fun. And I don't want to lug my gagillion pound amp downstairs anyway. I would go out and play in the snow, if there were enough snow to actually lay in. I've checked people's blogs, I'm eating breakfast, Oh!!!! Oooh!!OH!! I'm going to go be a geek, and play on two computers at once. Heh, bye!

God, I haven't had any quotes, because I haven't talked to anyone!!!!

Hey Oh

SNOW!!!!!!!! IT'S SNOWING!!! WOO!!

370th Post

Hmmm.... it's been a good day. I woke up around 8, but I didn't want to get out of bed, so I laid there for like an hour, although I'm not sure what I did. I had an awful nightmare, but I didn't really think about it, partially because I didn't want to. I ended up taking a huge-o long shower, but it was a cold shower, so I didn't use all the hot water. I've found out, -this is a duh moment- if you take a freaking cold shower, like the coldest setting, and get chilled, and then you get out, your towel feels really REALLY warm. Yeah... I sat around on the laptop for like another hour talking to people, and making a fire. I did some housework, because it was too cold to do yard work. Hmm... I sorted a bunch of receipts and taxes and stuff. Tory asked if I wanted to hang out, so she walked down here and she did her AP while I practiced for my guitar lesson I had to go to. That was awesome, because my teacher is freaking awesome. Came home, and Tory and I hung out, as usual. Mom cooked us an awesome dinner. It was really fun. So, once again. WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, now I'm sitting here, listening to all my music, and trying to burn a damn CD.

Good Day

Mmm... cept it didn't get good till around 6. Track was pretty hard today. But I think I actually finished a workout for once. I ran one of my 200's slow, but everything else was either on time, or faster. I think I remember the workout being 2 400's at 82 and the 4 200's at 36 and then 2 400's at 80 and 4 200's at 34. I got to a point at the end, where I knew I wasn't doing much more than a jog, but my body wouldn't go any faster. I had a dentist appointment right after track, so we went to that. Mmm needles and drills and numbing crap and.. it was a boat load of fun. But it was relatively painless, and only took like 10 minutes. Mom took me out to El Charro next, and that was good, except, I forgot my mouth was numb, and I kept losing food, if that makes sense. Mmm.... we went out and got my passport, that was fast and easy, and boring. Uh... I sat around and played guitar for like 2 hours.... Mmm had counseling, it was really good today. And then Tory came over. One thing. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual. We watched a movie for once, Hero, good movie. I'm soooo tired. Bed time.

Night.

No Freaking TItle

Today was a long day. But it was really relaxed. I got up at like 8:30, although I didn't get out of bed till like 9. Track was good. Andy and I went out, and ran to hillendale, taking every possible short cut. Hillendale has a bunch of new trails and we ran part of one. It was awesome, we need to go back and do it again, and hit a longer trail. It took us like 41:00:97 to run all the way. That's what happens when you take EVERY possible short cut. Loughran got a game of ultimate together. That was pretty good. But he called me out as a cherry picker. Shut up! It's all I'm good at. That was really fun though. Took Andy home, and we ate pasta. The rest of the day, we jst listened to music, watched crap on youtube, watched V for Vendetta, and.... figured out power rangers on the piano. Which I now have on guitar. Ahahah that was fun. Yeah... good day. I don't really have much more to say.


"Shit, it's Jehovah's witnesses!"

Hah.

There once was a farmer who had three daughters who were all going out on their first date at the same time. The farmer being protective of his daughters decided to meet their suitors at the door with a shot gun. The door bell rang, and the father opened the door. The lad said,
Hello, my names Joe
I'm here to pick up Floe
We're going to the show
Is she ready to go?

The father looked him over and sent the kids on their way. The next lad arrived.
Hello, my names Eddy
I'm here for Betty
We're going for spaghetti
Is she ready?

The father thought this one was okay too, so off the kids went.

The final young man arrived and the father opened the door. The boy started off
Hi, my names chuck.
And the father shot him.

"So I got mad, and punched a well, and then I went inside and fell asleep."

Mmm

Don't have anything to say... sorry. Actually. I'm running the 2 mile with Andy on saturday in the TA invite. Great. Gonna get killed.
Do have a quote.

"Yo, headband crew, TA invitational, 2 mile. That's on saturday."

Long Day

It's been a long day. I had a doctors appointment this morning, at like 10, and then I spent the rest of the day in Charlottesville. First my mom went to some shop, and I sat in the car and read, and listened to music. Speaking of listening to music. On the way there, my mom and I were listening to Springsteen, and she had it turned up louder than I thought was comfortable! Weird eh? I listen to music LOUD. Then we went to whole foods, and I got some damn good chicken, but at first I wasn't very hungry so I didn't get much. Idiot. It was damn good. I went out and waited in the car, and it was WAY too hot. Mmm... got my hair cut next. It actually looks really good. I finally evened it out, and cut off all the split ends. Headed home after that. Decided I wanted to drive. So I drove up the Blue Ridge, and then from the bottom to the mall. It was nerve wracking. But I made it. I got my two CD's with a gift card, so my grand total was like 7$. Not bad for two new CD's. Three Days Grace, Three Days Grace, and The Exies, Head for the Door. Really good CD's. I noticed today, that I'm really tired of wearing my running shoes all the time, and I realy liked some of the shoes I'd seen people wearing around. We went to the mall, and they said they didn't have em, so we went to this specialty store, and they didn't, so we went to function 4 and THEY didn't, and finally ended up in the mall, where I got my shoes. They're REALLY comfortable. I love my Pumas. yeah.... I'm REALLY tired. Bed time.

It's Been

Quite a day. I'm so tired, I keep hallucinating, and I'm not sure whether I'm dreaming... or living... or both? I've been zoning out a lot today, and I keep drifting off, like I'll start to fall sideways, and then I'll realize something is wrong, and then I'll be like HEY I'm FALLING! and then I'll snap my self back up. I'm having like a withdrawl from people. Crazy huh? That's a lot coming from me. But two late parties in a row, one overnight, and being close to people all night, then moving to my quiet home is quite a chance. I really need to go to bed, but I really want to stay up too. Maaaah. I've got a bunch of things to do tomorrow, so that'll keep my mind off being away from awesome people, and on tuesday, I'm going to have someone over, if he can. Track should keep me pretty busy for 3 days. And doing yard work will keep me busy. At least I can stay up late and sleep in. Actually, I can't, because I've got track at 10. I can stay up late and kind of sleep in. Sleeping in for me is 9 anyway.

So, our first track meet is on Wednesday. I wonder how I'm going to do.... I'm afraid that I'll end up running an awful time in the mile. Andy thinks I'll run in the teens. We'll see. I want to at least run a timed mile before the meet so I actually know what I can do, rather than running the mile the day of, and going way to fast the first lap, and dying. I think I'll run JV so I should be okay. I won't get last, if I run JV anyway, because I doubt all of our JV runners can break 6, and breaking 6 should be no problem for me. I don't know... worst case 5:45 or so. Best, 5:20 or so. Like I said we'll see. How fast do I have to run? 85's would get me a.... 5:40... 80's would get me a 5:20. 80's. 20 second 100's. That's not that bad.

mmm... well I'm going to go read, and talk to people, and crash. Night.

I'm Spending

FAR too much time alone right now. I don't want to be left with my sporadic thoughts. Who wants to do something? Annnnyone? Come on, Zach's having withdrawl from people. Hmmm...almost all the people I want to hang out with are either as tired as I am, or gone somewhere. Come on.... ANYONE want to hang out? or something? Anyone want to talk? Ugh. Whatever.
I'll figure something out.

Do You Know?

How freaking weird it is to fall asleep to the jungle book? And then wake up and be listening to the beginning of Mulan. That was a weird night. Well I'm at Camila's and I'm about to leave, so see ya. I'll post later tonight. Bye.