Oh, I remember that.

Looking back at that "Dazed and Confused" post gives me back that icky empty feeling, and makes me feel even worse about my writing. Great. Two pages, down to two lines.

I hate english. Almost as much as I hate Mondays.

Roller Coaster

Well, today was a roller coaster. It started off horrible. Just straight up, horrible, I don't even know why, just the general mood of school wasn't great, hah, wasn't great, was really bad. But then, I got into english, and surprisingly, that cheered my up a bit. I got a lot of my paper done thank God, and I only have a little to do tonight. Then, my moon continued to rise through lunch, until I realized I had a drivers ed test in half an hour. Damnit. I though, and after I had finished my lunch, I started flipping through pages and pages of notes. My mood dropped once again when I got into drivers ed, but the test was relatively easy, and it didn't take long. Bryce and I talked about music, and I talked to the Blatts about Nipe, and clothing suprisingly. Somehow, I ended up with The Short Ones sweat shirt on, interestigly enough, she's half my size, and it fit great. Go figure. And now, I'm being forced and I use that cautiously, to get some brown article of clothing. Either a sweatshirt, or t shirt. Let's say pressured. Eh, I figure Ashley would know. So that brightened my mood a bit. Geo time! Ugh, it was easy to a point where it wasn't easy any more. I over calculated a lot of stuff, and it was really boring. DOWN DOWn DOwn Down down down. But, I did what Seriso said, and concentrated on the good things, all two of em, and managed to get into a neutral mood. I talked to her in the halls a bit, and then headed out to my bus. Not much has happened since. I did my geometry in like...20 seconds. And I practiced for my guitar lesson, and I forced all of this post into one horribly long paragraph.

I might have more to say when I get home, probably not.

Black Sabbath

I think I might die with joy. I just found an hour long Black Sabbath concert, from the mid 70's it sounds, completely for free. Good quality, can't hear the damn audience thank God. The songs are slow, but they usually played slow live. Heh. If you want a copy, I'd attempt to send it to you. But, I think I'm the only one here who likes Black Sabbath. Your loss : \

Eh.

I'm pretty sure I kind of screwed my audition. My song was okay, but, I hit a few wrong notes, because I'm a bass trying to sing tenor. The monologue was ok, a little too fast. Whoops. Wish me luck.

Warm Up.

So, I'm in the process of warming up for my audtion. : (

The Classic Is Back!

Finally! Classic Rock 105.1 has started play every single one of my favorites. I mean it's like, if I could pick everyone of my favorite songs, and put them in a playlist, this would be it. "You oughta know by now." Yes, but... that doesn't change my mood. Dark ones luck, but did Seriso get on, and we talked for a while, looks like that's where wishing gets me. Awesome. But anyway, I'm sitting here in the dark, and a Nirvana song just came on -tell me why thats in classic rock- and I'll bet, if someone walked in on me. They'd be well, a little worried. Sucks to be them, I'm typing so slow the songs over, and now its back to classics! Yeah.

Meh.

Hmm... I'm not sure how I'm feeling. I'm feeling rather...eh...empty? Yeah, and alone too. My trust in people has been dented.... well broken into a thousand tiny pieces. I'm not sure who I trust anymore. Meh. I have no homework tonight, so I'll take advantage of that, by... relaxing.... and hoping Seriso might get on. Doubtful, but I can always hope. Or even better, or well, not better, just as good, Jojo, I'd love to have a good talk with her. Oh well, it's worth wishing. I'm not really sure what to say, if I don't know if trust some of the people closest to me, I certianly don't trust you. Yeah, no trust for you! ~sigh~ I guess I have nothing to say...again.

Uh? Ok

I've had several people coment on me being "more buff" and "muscular." I don't really see it, like I get the pushups and such from XC, but that's really not muscle, it's like, I don't know, a little bit of skin pulled tight over less muscle and bone. Meh.

Anyway. Today was HORRIBLE. No coment.

XC Picture II

XC Pictures I

You know? Since this is my blog, I'm going to put up some pictures of the XC team because I feel like it, and, I just want to, becuase, they make me happy. SO deal! : D ^hah look at his face. : )





Mohammad pisses me off, a lot, but look at him. Ahah.







Rough Nights?

So, So.

Eh, today was a day. Like everyother day, it kind of sucked, but like most days, I didn't really notice it sucked till I thought about it. But, I feel a lot better, because I saw Jojo, and saw her looking relatively happy and ok. I hadn't seen her in almost a month, and I figured... well the last time I saw her, she looked like she had had about 2 hours of sleep, and she ran by me, and the rest of the people for that matter, without a second glance, loooking...out. But seeing her today reassured me that she was, in fact, still alive and ok. Day, went well, down hill from there. I'm not sure I spoke more than once in art, English, was english as usual, IE I hated it. Lunch, lunch was good. We were back in drivers ed today, which was unexpected, and bad. I hate drivers ed. Geometry was loooooooong, as usual, and we did all this review crap. I'm not sure what happened after that, I remember seeing Seriso, and then, I was out side, and then Mark told me to go get a CD from Grizz, and then Skater gave me a Nirvana CD, and then I was home. Yeah.

I found the cool picture of my white legs. Ooh, and me sprinting, that too.

I Dun Wrote Me A New Song

And it's pretty cool too. But none of you will ever here it, so, blah!

Lookie Lookie

Me attempting to play Stairway: Week 1.

Guess Who's Back?

ME! I'm Back! I had an ok time at the beach, nothing great. I felt cramped most of the time, and I longed for my guitar, and I was cold, and I was wet, and yeah. But one day, it got up to like 60 and I went out to the beach for a good part of the day. Me dad and I walked maybe 2 miles up and down the coast, and later I tried to run with my dog, but she didn't want to leave mom, so I probably hit half a mile at most. The water was... frigid, at best, and it didn't smell too good, after that rather unpleasnt storm. But oh well. While me parents went off to some part of the ocean, I stayed and turned my music up really loud. I got a bunch of strange looks from people walking by, only then did I realize, you could here it quite a ways away with the vents open. Whooops. Eh, I had trouble going to sleep at 8, so I stayed up, and completely organized my computer. Hah, it's so nice, and I feel like such a geek that I told you I enjoyed organizing my computer. Oh well, I'll deal with it. Hey, do I say "oh well" too much? It's starting to piss me off how much I say it, -makes me sound mopy-. Wait, what the hell do I care what you think, it's my blog.

Yeah, playing my guitar today was, interesting. It felt just as fast as when I switched from classical acoustic, to electric. I was like, ok... I'll try to pla.... holy shit. I didn't know my fingers moved like that. But now, my ears hurt, and I feel bad, that my ears hurt, and such. Oh, it was like 54 degrees when I walked into my house, yay. I love the cold, although, right now, I'm a little pissed off that I'm shivering under, a sweatshirt, a long sleeve shirt, under armor, and jeans. Humph, the heats on, and I have a heater, so I'm working on fixing that. Sooo, I'm kind of running out of things to say... I'll kinda... post later...maybe....yeah....no? Bye.